I would lose the cops purposely, even though I knew they would pick up my tail again at one of the houses they watched. It was the principle of it, I wasn't going to make their job easy. They sure weren't making my job easy! lol...
Two nights before my registration was due, I had a tail again, I went to make a move to lose them, and this big truck out of no where, cuts me off in the far lane! This wasn't the first time they tried to cut me off with a truck, but this time there was a marked police car directly behind it. So when I blew past the truck the cop immediately pulled me over. He asked me where I was going in such a hurry. After running my plates and checking my insurance he came back and we had a conversation where he said, "I know you hate cops." Now I did not like being tailed and I did not like the stress, but I no longer hated cops, in fact I had told people, I understand why they are needed. So I told him, "I never said that." just before letting me go he said, "Your registration is due in two days." as he smiled at me. I knew that in two days time I would have to park my car. I also knew that they would be looking for me to give someone a ride, and if they had anything, that would be when they pulled me over. They did not want me. They wanted to get me, so that they could try to get me to give up the people I had been driving. After my car got stolen by one of the people I had been driving I was tempted to set him up. But I didn't want the trouble...
On my last day with my car, I could not lose the helicopters. They were using two of them. I tried a tactic that I had used before. I parked my car and went on foot, cutting through yards. But they would not be lost. I called the person I was going to give a ride to and told her to forget it. There was no way we could do it safely. I parked my car at a friends place in her back yard. Now I had no way of making income. Or so I thought.
You want to talk about pressure! I now was homeless, without a job, and without my car. I began to think, and think, and think some more. I began looking at my life and how I had gotten there. I kept wondering how everything went so wrong. I mean I had a job. I had stopped doing crime years ago. I had even changed my friends, and yet here I was again! What was I going to do! I began thinking about hijacking a liquor truck or something...But who could I trust to help me? No One! That was out of the question! What to do? What to do? What could I do???
Join me next time friends, where I make the biggest discovery of my life! So BIG it CHANGED EVERYTHING for the GOOD!! It was this discovery that inspired me to share this with you by writing a blog. It was this discovery that caused a shift in my thinking. It was this thought that made my Momma proud of me! I mean really proud of me. It made me feel as if I had worth, that I had value. It made me feel great inside! It took the pressure off my shoulders, it freed me! Freed me from the criminal world. It freed me from my ways of thinking which had brought me back to the bottom. I could see my way out. I mean out for good, and not only that, this way would lead to a world of abundance and happiness and fulfillment, the likes of which I had never known...
Till next time friends! May you forever Learn and Grow!
Yours truly, The Constant Learner.
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